Total flop, total failure.

Yeh that's me.
Results were the expected, though they're very drastic. D:
Managed to scrape my geog through, what a delightful surprise -.-
It was my best subject, wells it was.
I shall let the good history repeat itself again, to get my A1. Haha.

Today's a sucky day.

[Thank you churchie :D]

Marking Days.

Eks, these few days sucks. Maybe that was an overstatement. Friday was awesome. :D

Daddy scalded his hand on thursday and got infected on sat. Was admitted to TTSH yesterday morning (while I was at church) and mommy and I fetched him just now. I pray that he'll be okay after his leave. 8 days omg! So rare O:

Went to Bugis with Mun for steamboat. Waited for an hour plus. Had icecream(:D) and took some (sucky) neoprints while we waited. We were two hungry lads. D:
Choosed our favourite soup base, paid $20 each (she forget her ezlink card zzz) and (chionged) walked in.

Hungry ley~

My fav! Fried egg and rice :D

She bbq-ed the ch(eeeeeee)ken for me cos I was afraid of the oil that was spalttering arnd D:

Tahnks mun! :D

HAHAHA. <3>

Shopped arnd, bought my hair gel and homed.

&my Kube's not working D: Gotta sent it for repair tml.

Carol's going back to Aussie on sun. Had lunch with her and the Msia girl (Pearly HAHA) after church. I was on the phone, thinking that I would be having lunch by myself when I brushed past them.

"Ehh, going for lunch?"

"Yup."

"Alone?"

"(nods)"

"Let's go together then. Foodcourt?"

"Okayyyyyy!"

HAHA. My churchies arr. :D

Had the usuals. &we discovered some really good food deals at the (sucky) foodcourt. :D

Walked around and printed lots of photos.

Tuition, visited daddy at TTSH. All the temp checks and filling of forms, so troublesome. -.-

Homed at 8plus.

Pasted some photos of my lovelies and me in my room. Uber loves! xoxo.

&marking till wed. Envy me school-going people! HAHA. ^^v

Nice weather today!

TGIF!

ITS FRIDAY!

Yes its Friday, the best day of a week!
I'm surrounded by the cute sounds from Restaurant City on facebook and thoughts of buffet, movies, the Kube and relaxation after exams ends on next Friday.
I love Fridays. \m/
&I'm so going to get the pink Kube next friday.
[ For $34.90 from 7-Eleven, you get headphones, 2GB memory card and a ctue 18gm mp3! ]
Its cheap, light, small and has lots of memory space! I love!
I don't mind the fact that it has no screen though; I'd fill it with all S.H.E's songs. :D

Had Physics Paper 2 and History Paper1 today. It was super hard for Physics as it doesn't have one defination question to begin with! I ended the paper with a major headache ):
&after finishing the History Paper (which consisted of 4 sbqs and 2 seqs), I think my hand could break. ):

Lunched with mei at jp at some chicken rice place. The food there was average. Hmm.
Shopped a lil' and we bought a friendship book with black pages. Coolios :D

Back to school for Chinese Os Oral. The topic was surprisingly easy: Youth Olympics. Hahah.
Homed after that, exhausted.

Lots of things to do after Grad Exam #1 ends!

1. Steamboat and movies with Mei.
2. Kbox with Qingyang :D (Hopefully)
3. Sakae with Jie (real one. haha.).
4. Buy my pink Kube. ^^v
   

I study!

Clocked in around 7 hours today, inclusive of an essay, numerous physics questions, Emaths Paper one and half an hour of badminton with Alice. Haha.
Exercising is shiokkkkkk. At least, I'm not a crouch potato :B

I want to go outtttttt. Amaths tuition wiith my uncle tml, again. Guess it helps though, as Mr Woon din't teach finish plane geog.

I so hate menses. I love my buds. :D

[Ps: HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY TO 陈ELLA! MY ROLE MODEL FOR LIFE! :D]

Meleka Trip!

It was a veryveryveryvery last min desicion. An unexpected one.
Just when I gave up hope on njoining ymm-ers in meleka for church camp, my parents were told that there was an empty room for us to stay in.
It was also the 1st overseas trip with my parents and sister (yes, together) after so many years of not travelling overseas with my dearest sister.
I was in head over heels. ^^

We'd miss a full hay of the 4d3n camp, but after settling in the room (it was a suite(!)), we went out shopping at Jonker street and managed to surprise some of those churchies. :D
After all the shopping, I intended to scare Constance out of her guts but failed. Hahaha.

I encountered God like never before. I felt His presence and I remember that He was comforting me and to put everthing into His hands. ^^
We'd chat till 3am in the morning after supper(s) which was super shiok. I love my churchies!

Pictures are with many people so they'd be up at a later date.
I really treasured the time I spent with my whole family, esp those fun times we had!
The hour of searching for the malay cake was not wasted and I managed to get the cheapest tanktop I've yet to get so far(!). :D

Ciaos!

Poly or Jc?

Wells, I'm sure many of us are thinking about this question.
For me, I'm not sure where to go after the os.
Music? Children? General Paper? Sciences? Humanes?
Direct Polytechnic Admission (DPA) or not?

Right now, I believe in working hard for the Os and giving DPA a try.
Music was, is and will always be my life. :D

Mother Tongue Papers tml. JIAYOU~

The Brighter Side of Life, <3

Sometimes things are far better than what you think.

That is, life's important lessons. (:

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CIP on saturday on Junction 8 with Mun. A perfect excuse to slack, again.

Cheena O's is coming. Its freaky canzx. (; &I won't be going to Global Day of Prayer (GDOP) `cos of it. Its held in Singapore Expo, cooliozx. At least it won't be as hot as National Stadium but wells, :(
&I just realised that I can go for camp `cos I have no lessons for the second week. But its expected, I'll be shutting myself at home, locked in a chilly study room and study (24 hours) all day long. I must score `cos I cannot break the promise! O:

To all suffers of the big Os: Gambette ne! ;D

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You cared for me after all. I thought I'd lost you already.
&I'll remember the promise. ;D

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Credits to dad, I've got my Microsoft Office Home and Student '07 software alr! ((;
Its better than the old '97 one okay. (Gosh its a gap of a decade!)
& Choir camp's coming, GDOP's coming, (Cheena) Chinese Os are coming, Church Camp's coming.
I think I'll be zonked out if I attend every event. Luckily I ain't. :)

&,
I want the dolphin/elephant gigantic soft toy (Mumu) from ToGetHer. She's supercute to the max. ;D
Hope I can find it and own it someday. Oops!

&,
Infants/ Toddlers are supercute! ;D
They melt people's hearts, x3
They can suck your brain juice though, sounds familiar?

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Tuition later.
Passion Fruit Red Tea is the love!

TIred D:

I am. Physically and mentally.
Physically, I don't have enough sleep. I have piles of homeworks and revisions waiting for me to do.
I have nowhere to really rant at. Life is a bore when one wakes up so early to go to school everyday. Yes, saturdays are not spared. Its only one * hour and I take another one * hour to travel. Zzz.
I know I am not alone. You might tell me off, "hey, other people from your batch in other schools get it worse off than you." But I don't care.e
*Yawns* I'm really tired. Zzz. When I want to relax, I will feel guilty right after I enjoyed myself.
I cannot let those who care for and love me down. I let them down too many times already.

I'm mentally tired . I feel like throwing those immature creatures down off the building whenever I see them. Why are they so immature? Zzz. I can't be bothered with those immature creatures, really (note: I use the word "creatures", they aint even fit to be humans to began with). They ain't worth my energy and brain cells to meddle with. -.-

I miss alot of people and things. I'm cranky. Again. )):
I loved the fun times I had with those darlings who love and care for me though. (:

*

Yesterday I had boring school. Yes it happends every single day, I'm very used to the routine already.
The nice part was piano lesson, 2 hours at one go. I swear my teacher is the best one you could ever get (that's in my opinion, hohoho).
Somehow, I'd get happy and feel peaceful when I'm practicing or having lessons. (: (Being surrounded by Hello Kitty stuffs helps a little too. Haha.).
I'd miss my teacher, her kid and her home. >< Lol.

I miss those really-long-time-no-see buds. I miss their company, their presence, their laughter.
I miss those old times. &I really do think that Primary School days were the best parts of my life yet.

*

I should go before I really start tearing.

Mugging days D:

Yep I've been mugging(or really not) with my cousin tday. Amaths tys and Geog notes yo!
Today's annual dumpling day when my relatives come together to make dumplings. However, its at my house this year, so the whole house is filled witht the dumpling smell @.@!
&I swear that I'm sick of both the smell and the taste, these two are pleasant still.

ToGetHer has come to a wonderful ending. I love Mars and Momo ;D Happaye ending yo, so touching! ^^v

Recently, I've been loosing things. My laptop's crashed and all the photos are gone T.T
Backups aint enough. *cries*
I lost my diary and my piglet mini cushion (it matches with Jiaying's Pooh) *cries even harder*

However, I caught up with two long-time-no-contact good kakis of mine. Love you two. :D
Qingyang, there's so many things I want to say to and do with you! Jiayous for those horrible exams LOLOL. <3!
ChanJiaying, I want my piglet back. :( I want to meetup with you asap! After Os is over, we'd meetup alright! Its really a good year-plus since we last met. Miss you!

There's boring school tml and Michelle&Shaun are getting married! The wedding bells ring O:
Ciaos!

I feel bad.

I wish you're with me.

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These few days were quite bad. I had the fun times too though.

Went to the dentist with parents today to clean my teeth. The dentist said I need braces zzz!
Slacked at Bishan library and shopping at J8. I got a new lovely backpack ^^
Sentosa yesterday. A lil' boring though, so many adults. It was family day, sun was scorching hot, but I did not tio sunburnt. Later I look like lobster zzz.
Took a number of photos. I like to take photos of the coastlines and beaches. The sun, sand and sea. I relaxed throughly. :)
Vivo with sister&bf after lunch at the beach. I bought my Winnie beachball 8), and some stuffs for school. Home to slack aftermath. Oh yea, I miss Vivo. Poor wee thing.

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I've been crying quite a fair bit these days for no reason. Seems like every lil' thing will activate the rage. What's happening? :(


-cries-

My laptop is lagging so much zzz! :( &I'm a guilty girl cos I dint study much these days. Hais.

Anyways, I had soooooooo much fun yesterday and tday with the people who I love and who loves me! :D Hahahah. Envy me bah :B

Yesterday was speech day (or rather, morning) and it was such a total waste of time, when I could have zzz in my bed. Nevertheless, the parade was nice, but it was so short O:

Headed home and slept, out for youth service&cell at church office. Fun to the max >:D

&Samuel dyed his hair; beng look! LOL.

Off to Northpoint with Constance to meet Sharon and headed to my place. The weather was so humid and it was a nice one for swimming. Had spagetti for dinner; thanks mommy. :D

Slacked, studied(!), chatted and slept.

Today ;D

Constance and I bought Sharon to church! :D &I think she enjoyed herself very much, no? Haha yes Sharon you know we love you! 

Lunched, crapped, walked around. Thanks Jie Evon for the mochiiiii >:D

Buying beanbags later. Yay! :D

Updates!

Yes I know I have disappeared into thin air these few weeks, but I'm back. (Looks at the top) I miss Eeyore leh. :B

These few weeks are stress and fun filled! I had 2 sleepovers and another's coming next weekend (oh i miss you so much Sharon! x3)! I'm lazy to upload the holy pictures though; they're all in my phone :O) The weather's been bizarre and so is my temper, my mood, my studies and evtg. Thank God I passed my sciences test. I hope I'd pass english too..

I had a new bright yellow colourbase file and I just printed some S.H.E photos to be put in. Hohoho ^^ Eeyore is loved :D

Thank you for the price you paid for me. <3

Holidays aint just Holidays anymore;

I'm quite glad; I can sleep in ystd, tday and tml. Sounds so "like duh?!" but true.

Anyway, parents are not at home, so I can finally blog in peace. Still, I got to (hopefully finish) my tons of homeworks and practice on my darling piano though. The feeling of practicing a higher grade piece after the exam is nice. :D

Wednesday;

Out to jp after 4hour lessons with Constance and Sharon. Zomg its been a zillion years since I saw Sharonlove and gosh, both of them looked so much more relaxed than me, awwww. I guess post-Os really does everyone good, no?

Headed to New York New York like some sua-gus; its our first time eating at the restuarant. Like, everytime we had our meals out was at sme (I say, some) really stinky foodcourts D: We're poor souls (or at least, parents dont give us as much mone as we wanted. Sad but true.) I'm lazy to upload those pictures though, God knows when I will upload them. Haha.

Dragged our tired bodies at the mrt after sme shopping at jp and trained to my place. To Amk hub to meet jie for sme yoghurt and bussed home at the air-conditioned interchange. Coolness, I wished jp will have one soon.

Slacked at my place, dinner. Oh gosh I guess both of them missed my mom's cooking quite a fair but. They went home at nine plus, I did some homework and knocked off.

Thursday;

Did homeworks till 11plus, went out for piano lesson at laoshi's place. Its been long since I went there (the last time was 2 years ago when I went with skk to bainian :D) and her daughter has grown, quite tall for a two year-old. She has so many Helo Kitty stuffs; esp the Hellp Kitty phone, zomg! Played some grd seven pieces, I LOVE CHOPIN :D &Duets are quite.. easy and tricky? (:

I miss skk alr luh. THE BUNNY ;B

Ciaos!

Jss Cultural Night '09.

It was a memorable day for me. :D
Photos are up at facebook cos Ima lazy to repost evtg here again.
Looooong, tiring, fun day for me. It was the 2nd last performance as choir for my batch; the last one would be syf and then its Farewell.
Time files, really. I still vividly remember my lower sec days; filled with so many stress-free days.

After the concert, I met churchies and we took photos with me in my banana costume.
Photos are with Constance though. :)

Thanks for the concerns alrights people. I know that all of you care for me.
I will stay strong. I shall excel in my exams for God. ;D

Its the holidays!

On a second thought, not really. Oh wells.

Tomorrow's Cultural (day and) night. Breakfast with parents before going to rp; daddy's finally off work on saturday mornings! :D Many lovelies (whom I have sold tickets to) are coming for the concert. Hehe. I want to take many many backstage photos yep! :D

Today's a cold night. I had a lovely nap while waiting for daddy to come home.

After school, went around looking for various humans and Miss Lappen din't answer her phone in the staff room again, no essay tutoring. ):

Jp-ed with mummy for lunch. Ajisen lunch became curry noodle lunch under her influence. @.@

Waited for Cons and Mythilli for God-knows-how-long to pass Cons my shoe for her outfit.

Homed, slacked, did my chinese homework. Social Studies i sboring, espicially with Vij. :X

Next week's holiday, but it deosn't seem like it O:

• lessons on mon and wed.
• out with 3ofus after lessons on wed; NewyorkNewyork! :D
• piano make-up lessons at laoshi's house on mon after lessons.
  
• CHoir prac on tues (I cant go on thurs).
• March babies birthdays (which I cant celebrate with them D: )
• Study&study&study. :( Leejiening crapper keep saying I will miss those cramp-up days, but they're harming my grades. That's why I call her crapper. See? LOL.

Oh yes. Got my progress report tday. I failed English and seiences. I have no idea how my chem grade come up with a D7, because I passed my chem test! &Evtg's borderline fail, all D7s, and my english got 49%. So £&$^%("&($*!  I had a C for History and the others are all 'B's and 'A's.

&Yes I know I shouldn't be sitting here, typing all these crap her now cos I needa sutdy, but grand's here and I have no motivation to study cos tday's friday and I did some homework just now so..

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW! :D

Exam(s).

Piano Practical's FINALLY over! :) I hope I'd get merit, despite those mistakes. :/

This week would be fully packed, topping up with the performance for Cultural Night on Saturday.

&Yes i know I souldn't be typing this post for I'm having Cheemistry spa tml, but still, I'm not used to going to my study right after dinner.. It just doesn't feel right.

Firstly,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO SHARON! <3

Sad to say I cant celebrate this day with you, but WE WILL MEET UP SOON! Anticipating that. {:

This afternoon scared the hell outta me. The nervousness was killing me, plus the fact that I FORGOT TO TAKE MY NIRC/EZ-LINK CARD OUT.

(w/o identification, you can't take the exam)

Therefore, mommy had to drive home to take it for me. Mind you, its from Jurong West to Yio Chu Kang, 1 hours drive in total. I solemly swear that the 1 hour was the slowest hour in my life so far.

I was worried that mommy couldn't make it back in time, I could not concentrate on my homeworks, I din't had lunch.. 

But all was well, thank God! Mommy made it back on time, I got registered for the exam, the exam went on quite.. well, smoothly. I screwed up my scales, sang wrong for the aural questions, I hope the other aural questions were correct. I think I passed my sight-reading.. I played a few wrong notes but that's about it? Okay I hope my merit is still there. 

Reached home at 4plus, slept till 6plus. Its shiok to sleep in this cold, chilly weather. I love the rain ;D Sister came over and woke me up for dinner. Fabulous and nice. Its been quite long since she came home (apart from seeing her in church every sunday) and a nice, homecooked dinner.

Thanks Supermom! :D

Busybusybusy D:

ITS THE WEEKEND! :D Its been a terrible week. Terrible. ):

Thie week, I have been busy with:

• Homeworks
• Finishing overdue homeworks
• Choir practices and rehersal at rp (totally drained me out)
• Practicing for piano exam
• Gawking at settling March babies bday presents (I think'll get them tml. At least.)

Evtg's draining me out. Having not enough sleep, not enough time to do stuffs. I think I reached home everyday just in time for dinner. K.O-ed alr. Life is boring. It sucks. HAHA.

"God will make a way, when there seems to be no way."

God, make a way for me to meetup with Sharon to celebrate her bday! ><

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I had 9 miss calls from Elyn, the really cute girl who called me "狗狗姐姐" during camp last year.

&I thought she'd forget me alr. Turns out not. :D

Mock exam later. Wohoo merit! ;D

Busy days.

Tiring and busy (and fun) days. Loads of homeworks and blah.

Went to test out piano for prac. exam tday. &I hope Seeto would allow me to be dismissed from rp, or else.. Okay I will have my solution. Hahaha.

I love lovelies and church and classes. {:

I want dinner. Rawr.

&I feel soooooo cranky and f*ked up.

God will make a way

God will make a way

When there seems to be no way

He works in ways we cannot see

He will make a way for me

He will be my guide

Hold me closly by His side

With love and strength for each new day

He will make a way

He will make a way

Love this song to bits. :D

Tday was a nice day spent with lovelies and church peeps ^^

Thanks Rebecca and Alwyn for the shoes! 

Thanks for evtg.

I feel so loved. <3